Why My Life Sucks

The reason why I though things might get better just took a turn for the worse.

I know I’m talking in circles, but this should all be clear in a day or two.

I have several. Ignore the video on this one.

This is another for her.
I haven’t found an video of it yet. May need to apply some of my leet skillz.
For now, I found this, which should play the important parts

What I need is a kiss from you babe
Before it’s hangover time
What I need is some love from you babe
Before this stampede arrives

While neither of this effect me directly, they do effect people I know, and in one case care deeply about.

In this case, the mother is a dancer at a club I go to. The Darling Wife and I were there when she got the call.

In this case, the victims lived next door to my wife The Darling Wife’s best friend.

While neither had a direct effect on me, it still set the tone for a rather downer Sunday.

There is some good news in my life, but I’m waiting on it.

This was before we were a couple. She was in a bad relationship at the time.

Redheaded Girl’s song for The Darling Wife.

This is currently my internal song for my self.

“And in the fury of this darkest hour
We will be your light
You’ve asked me for my sacrifice
And I am Winter born
Without denying, a faith is come
That I have never known
I hear the angels call my name
And I am Winter born”

Redheaded Girl’s song for me

Level of headache (on the 1-10 scale): 7 (mild migraine)
Cause: I have no idea
Medication taken: 2 Epdrin taken with my nighttime meds, OTC “Headache Relief† 2 tablets this morning.
Result: medication effective, more or less

Contracts, interviews and things.

All I can say, aside from that fact that I have Model M keyboards both at home and at the office now.

More later.

Also, the writing down bad evil thoughts seems to be working. I no longer feel I need to get a high power rifle and climb a bell tower.