Why My Life Sucks

I use IceRocket to track visitors here.     I just got some one from the Islamic Republic of Iran.       He, or possibly she, got here via Google Images.       This is the page he ened up on.

Frankly, I’m not sure what to say about that.

Other odd search request that end up here:

“army mos, high paying” - Let me make that easy.   There aren’t any.

“darling i dont want to be professional for my wife” - Again, not sure what to say there.

“upgrading worth it 10.5.5 10.4″   - NO don’t do it!

“Nixon vs Mondale 1968″ - Ah, dude.   Read a history book.

“was jimmy carter in the army” - Rational question.   Nope, in the Navy.

“dungeons and dragons for linux” - That’s a bit geeky, but dumb.   If it the web based stuff it will run, otherwise, not really.   D&D is a table top game.

“1970 olympic flight seized by arabs” - Unless they mean an airline named Olympic, that’s a weird combo.

“drinking beer on lunesta”   - Good way to get a long nap.

“upgrading from 10.4.11 to 10.5.5″   - NO Don’t Do It.

“pictures of cats and bats”   - No bat pictures, but do have pictures of cats named after bats however, close enough?

“Rants of a lost life”   - Nice turn of phrase.   May steal that.

“I didn’t get into law school my life sucks” - my fair heart bleeds for you dude.

“can you get high off Amidrine”   - Not really.   Make you loopy and feel like shit however.     Better than the headache, I’ll give you that.

“10.5.5 main.cf group”   - Good luck.   You will need it.

“using diclofenac with midrin”   - Done it, but it’s not really a good idea unless you are getting regular blood test for liver and kidney failure.

“adderall ubuntu”   - Odd mix there.   Shoulnd’t need the adderal, Ubuntu installs fast enough that you should be able to finish.

“heather alexander alexander james adams wtf” - What?   He’s a transexual filk singer.   Can’t be the only one…

“fink vs macports” - Use Fink.   MacPorts has issues.   Not as many as 10.5.5, but fink still wins.

“24Q10″ - Nike Herc Rules!

“bristol stool chart type 4″ - That’s what you want, dude.

“working for michael kors sucks” - But he seems so fun on Project Runway.

“Apple postfix not working 10.5.5″   - I feel your pain.

‘”scary devil monastery” - We don’t talk about chickens here.

“is leopard 10.5.5 worth upgrading” - NO.

“OKLAHOMA ROADS SUCK” - Why, yes.   Yes they do.

“MY LIFE SUCKS BACKWA”   - Ah? what?

“why did jimmy carter suck” - Don’t know.   Let’s re-visit that question in a year.

Actually, the badness started some time Friday afternoon.   I got a migraine, which responded, more or less, to my Midrin, however it didn’t go away, so I ended up take several doses over the weekend.   This is first time since I started on my current “don’t freak the fuck out” drugs that I have had to do that.

I’m not going to again.

There seems to be something about the Midrin/Adderall/Diclofenac/Temazepan/Cymbalta combination that, well, doesn’t freaking work.

Let me explain.   Saturday, The Darling Wife noticed that Pressa wasn’t feeling well.   I made a vet appointment for her on Monday.   Short version, she had some sort of liver disease and on Tuesday, we had to have her put to sleep.   Run with Bast, my lesbian love kitty.

Due to some work related issues, I was already fairly well stressed out.   When the vet told me over the phone that we needed to come in and say good by to Pressa, well, I totally lost it.   Complete and total break down.

Which I just found out isn’t over.   I just lost it at my wife, who I love more than life itself over where to put a bunch of broccoli in the fridge.

Oh, God, please, make it better, I don’t want to live like this any more.

I work, more or less part time, at $WeSellUsedMacs.   It’s a mainly web based business, and I’m the de facto System Admin and Webmaster.

I’m also on Adderall, which among it many weird ass side effects is a tendency toward “rage like behavior”, (i.e raising voice level and speed of talking) which, as any one that knows me, isn’t really something you want me to do.   I’ve been doing it a lot of late, aimed at my cow-orkers (and yes, I’m splitting it that way for a reason.   Search out the Scary Devil Monastery for   details, I’m a monk there, inactive I will grant).   Any rate, I know, given the volume level of my unloading on several of them, that the owner has heard me do it, yet, strangely, because what I’m unloading on them is for basically not working, he doesn’t seem to care, and in fact, may be supporting me.

As I’m found of saying, “Don’t know, don’t care.”.   If he tells me to lay off, I will, other wise, well, damn it, they will do their jobs, or at least do there job well enought to not make mine actively harder.   I’ve already established that I’m not going to lie to the boss to cover their actions and they know it.

This might turn out to be fun, or at least a good way to level stress, or at least transfer it to some one that needs it.

Was, well, different.

I learned something very freaking important.   I really do need to take my Adderall.     When I forget several times what my “job” is during a “empty a double wide trailer into a Uhaul as quickly as possible” operation I’ve got some issues.     This resulted in more hard feelings than it should have.   I just hope I haven’t ruined a friendship.

More later, once the Uhaul in question is empty.